11 months and 16 days after.

In another 15 days it would be a year since I last posted in this blog.. I know I went MIA then, because I don't have any content to write. And I wanted to privatize my life.

So, now that I have learn to be bitchy and don't give shit about what people think, please allow me to recap what I've been doing during my MIA phase.

In the past 350 days, I have:

- Finally graduated from college! Woo Hoo!

- Found out that there was a possibility on something that has been occupying my mind on and off since 2008

- Went to Colmar Tropicale which was an awesome trip and I rode on a horse!

- Bummed for a boring month before I stated my job

- Started working as a marketing executive in a field completely unknown to me, although it is still media related

- Popped my airplane cherry on a flight to Jakarta, now I want to fly again, wtf.

- Gotten closer to the people dear to me

- A piece of my heart is coming back to Msia for good!

- and loads more but I can't remember them specifically.

Ok, so everything listed up there seems happy, and it seems somewhat fake so here are some not-so-happy events:

- I've been through an emotional time during the last semester at college, lots of thoughts streaming through my mind and I had to deal with my own shit. Bad times, bad times.

- That possibility did not materialize as there were objections, and thank God I have seen the light, wtf

- I want to get back into studying, working life is really not as it seems!

- Broke as hell cause working life = more to be spent! All the working clothes, facials, beauty products to keep up the image. wtf

All in all, despite the bad moments, life has been good to me.

I truly am thankful for all the abundance I have been given, the obstacles that I have to endure before receiving it just makes me appreciate it more.

What would life be if there weren't any obstacles? A really unappreciated one, where everything is taken for granted.

I shall end this with a very famous tagline,

"Life's Good!"

Like Finally!

I really should get started on my law assignment instead of blogging here, but I can't seem to keep my hands off the lappie as my wireless is FINALLY BACK! Hurrah! No more leeching internet and lugging the lappie to Old Town!

But after being online for a very long time I'm starting to get bored. Spent the afternoon watching 15 Malaysia, reading TIC, browsing blogshops and websites and ZOMG I fell in love with a dress from Miss Selfridge ( but that's not the point ) and other random nonsense.

Since I haven't been blogging frequently, and that the internet is back, I'll try to make an effort to blog more. That is if I don't get distracted by the pretty glitzy things online.

*spots glitzy dress in Ms Selfridge as multitasking from blogging and surfing the net*

Ahem.

Lets see, what happened after my last post?

- Oh yes, college re-opened and now I'm in my sixth week of college. Wtf. So fast!
- Celebrated Sandra's 21st at Lunabar
- My w800i finally died on me and I hastily got a new one because I was going to Johor the next day
- Went to Johor to help Winnie's dad with his survey
- Attended Ad Unplugged 2009
- Met up with foundation peeps for movie, pig out sessions and other random nonsense
- Met up with City Tour peeps for pig out sessions and drinking sessions

Okay I really should get my Law ass started or risk burning my own ass.

Random #14.

It's 5.30 am now, I'm still awake. Will be going to sleep soon I suppose, got work later. Was considering of taking MC earlier cause my stomach's been giving me hell, but I think everything's okay now. I hope. Will have to monitor what I eat. -_-''

And yes I haven't been blogging much eventho its the holidays.

Been busy working like a mad woman.

And guess what?

Normally we get 3 weeks of holidays, thus since exams ended on 16th, its natural to assume that 3 weeks after that classes commence. So I thought ok why not I work for two weeks, then the last week I'll enjoy instead of rotting for 3 weeks.

So I told my manager my last day will be on 1st October 2009.

But yesterday when I checked the college's calender, classes commence on 5th October 2009.

FML.

11th September 2009.

11th September 2009

1700:

Waiting for mom to finish her class so that we can go home. Dead bored. Played Quadruple on my phone and scored 42000 on the high scores. This shows how much concentration power I have when I'm bored and fascinated by Quadruple.

Brought my books over to study while I waited for her but it turned out to be yet another epic failure. After reading 3 pages I felt like dozing off. Wtf. Then again I had a morning paper earlier so I should be allowed to cut some slack kan? :p

Wanted to maple today after my paper but bro is at home hogging the computer. Hmph. I is think tonight me is going on a maple marathon. :D

Rather random but I think I'll drag mom after she's done to One U to tapau some sushi. Suddenly have the cravings for it. Mad cravings I tell you, ever since we've been discussing plans for next Wednesday on where to eat at Sunway when Rakuzen popped into my mind. Their goma ice-cream ZOMG, heavenly. Had two other types of goma ice-cream but nothing matches up to the taste of Rakuzen's.

As I'm typing this I'm wiping the drool off my face.

1715:

I'm godingit sleepy. When can we go back?

1730:

It's just me and the admin guy out here in the lobby and it's way weird.. Like akwardly quiet weird.

1735:

Omg I'm so hungry I can eat a cow but I want to eat sushi. Shall stay awake and focused on having sushi. Well, having maple background music in my mind helps too. Heh.

Meet Meep :D

Random #13.

Mmm.. Its another rainy morning. Want to snuggle deeper into my blankets but I can't get back to sleep. Meh.

Another four more days til my first paper and I've yet to even study 4 chapters of any subject. -_-

Am thankful that there's two Language papers. Very.

Will be going out at 2.30 for a study group. I have a feeling that today's study group session will be one of those other epic failurez. -_-

Gah, haven't been feeling the pressure of exams. And it's not helping that I'm liking the freedom of bumming around that I have these few days. Feeling of bumming is not helping. :(

Someone please slap me with a fish and wake me up.

Oh sheet it's 1pm now.

I have to go get ready.

Ciaos!

Eggs, Sausages and OJ.

(Blog's going back public now. No idea why did I privatise it in the beginning -_-)

Ah, Sunday morning, rain is falling, and I should be sleeping.

But, I woke up to make breakfast!

Dayumn, its been ages since I made breakfast. The last time would probably be my Sg. Long days. We've been having take-out food for aeons I tell you. Brings me shivers to think about those days whereby I'd have to decide which hawker stall food I want.

Anyways, items on the menu are scrambled eggs & sausages. Nyum. Wanted to get some bacon too (bacon is LOVE) but mom was against it so I obliged.

Who knew I'd be waking up at 9am and to cook for no one. Bro slept at 5am so he won't wake up til much later and mom went out. Uncle didn't come back either.

De-motivated much!

But I ended up making my own breakfast anyways. Twas fun! It has really been ages since I've had some Western breakfast. Scrambled eggs, breakfast sausages and Orange juice.

Am now motivated to start cooking!

Want to try making eggs benedict! Specially those awesome looking poached eggs. (Youtube has been a really good demo unit to how to make em. :p) And well, try out other stuffs. Make a mess out of the kitchen :p

But all these are wishful thinking and only can be done after exams.

Speaking of exams, my efforts of studying has been nothing epic failurez. Sigh.

Okay now I gotta wash up and probably play Dragonica. Hee. :p

RIP.

Sheet.. Yasmin Ahmad passed away yesterday..
Read about it at Star Online.
Love her Petronas advertisements and her movie Sepet..
Malaysia has lost a great person.
May you rest in peace.

Meh.

Ah, finally a weekend whereby I can take off my shoes and relax. Well sorta, for a bit til I have to do mega research on my assignments (which I'm procrastinating :D ).

Six weeks has passed since college re-opened and subjects aren't an easy feat. Have a feeling that my results are gonna drop this semester. Subjects are lesser by one, but muchos muchos tougher. One particular subject I'm afraid of is Translation. Am not a pro at B.M, I barely made it through my Advance B.M subject with a B- and now you want me to translate between English and B.M? *cries* Plus I took Japanese as an extra subject, to which I'm really happy about. The only down part about it are the kanji characters, as I'll have to learn to recognise those words and know what they mean and my lecturer told us that in order to read a japanese magazine or japanese manga, we'll have to know at least 2000 kanji characters. Die dot com.

Amidst classes and all, life's been pretty alright. Bought a whole bunch of DVD's the other day, naik kereta when I heard about the buy 5 free 1 thing. I wanted two DVDs which would amount to RM16 for both, why not pay RM40 for 6 kan?! :P Now it has been almost two weeks since I bought em and I haven't even touched a single DVD yet. -_- No time to sit down and watch anime / movies. The only thing I watch sometimes would be Futurama, and up til now I'm only in season 2, the beginning. Meh.

Ah fish it I don't know what else to write ady.

Wants and needs.

Argghhh! Am being bitten by tonnes of nassstay blood suckers.

Damnit.

My brother has officially gone Final Fantasy crazy, he's finishing FF10 for the second time and started watching FF9, FF9 & FF7 clips on YouTube. Yours truly has stopped gaming ever since my Command and Conquer went haywire. Also got pretty sick of Harvest Moon DS's gameplay where I have to pet the animals manually which was pretty much a pain in the derrierre because I'd have to pet them in strategic spots within 10 seconds and the scores determines their affection. Jeez.

Now am on a series / anime marathon, currently hooked onto 'How I met Your Mother'. Finishing Season 2 moving up to Season 3 soon.

Lets see, what do I need to get out of my system..

- I want and NEED to see Winnie Oink :3 :3 :3 Its been AGES! Finish up your last paper and be free!

- There's someone I want to stab with a fork.

- ZOMG I ALSO WANT KRISPY KREME! They've finally reached Malaysian soil, in Times Square. Who's in with me to grab those babies?!

- I also need to wait for my hair to grow longer so that I can cut off the dyed ends

- I need to go get a swim, or some badminton sessions cause uh, I'm feeling very un-excercisy.

- Need to go LowYat to get some computer-ish stuffs. Like that yellow thingamablob that picks up dust :D

Ooh, lookie its time for dinner, gotta split! Banana style.

9th April 2009.

12.00 pm - Am bored. Beri bored.

Speaking of beries I stepped on a strawberry yesterday at Baker's Cottage. Told May's couzzie that someone dropped a strawberry and that I accidentely stepped on a 'suit-to-beli' (canto/madarin way). Some random dude who heard it repeated the same pronounciation to his girlfriend. Bugger. Felt like I was being judged for the way I pronounce strawberry.

Gmail takes a long time to load in college, I wonder why. The computer section of the library is filled with clicking noises and I'm the only idiot typing. But there are also idiots who do not know how to silent their phones in the library and it always rings which annoys me.

I feel like I have lots of time now that it is almost the end of the semester. Finals are up in about a week or two. I should do some sports or something, feeling very lethargic and especially sleepy when things get boring. Mom pointed out that I get sleepy when I'm bored, which to some extend I do agree because I never really like idle time. Not having wireless at home doesn't help at all.

Am thinking of swimming and wonder if I should go swimming on my own one of these days. A friend asked me to go swimming on Monday but to which I sorta rejected cause he swims to excercise while I swim for my own leisure and prefer to be on my own when swimming. Miss being in the water, swimming without a care in the world.

12.30 pm - Everyone's gone from the computers here o.o For lunch I assume. 1.5 hours til my class, I'm still dying of boredom here. Should get my arse moving with my tutorials but..

The plan was to read back on my Macroeconomics notes from my business days but I seem to have lost my lecture notes. Blasphemy I tell you. My precious lecture notes, of all things to lose I had to lost Macroeconomics. Losing QT or Costing notes won't be that bad cause Macro is something useful.

12.35 pm - The girl next to me keeps on looking at the entrance behind me and I'm directly in her line of sight. From the corner of my eye it seems that she's always looking at me, and its freaking me out. Tested her by looking back at her when she was looking and she looked away. o.o

Mmm some tall dude who looks good from behind just passed by. But one thing tho, he's kinda on the skinny side.

Sheet I must be REALLY bored.

Doppelganger.

Apparently there's someone that looks like me thats offering 39% off on all services.

Meep.

I've been poisoned.




















By these.


Thanks to someone -_-

Daimyo Sheetymix.

Internet connection at home has gotten so sucky that I decided to drop by Starbucks for their connection. Definitely faster but dc-ing seems to be the norm too -_-''

Now the only time I get to online at home without DC-ing would be in the morning. Sigh.

Have no luck what-so-ever on my research about Schiller's POV's on Cultural Imperialism, Google is temporarily not my best friend anymore. The library in college doesn't seem to help either, the only book they have by Schiller is apparently somewhere in the library but not on the shelf. They said they will get back to me when they find the book but it has already been a week.

My last resort is to drop by the public library one of these days and go look for his book there. If not I have no frigging idea what to do. Deadline coming up in two weeks!

It's really chilly right here in Starbucks right now, due to the location where I'm seated. My hot drink has gone cold, and my fingers are numb -_-

4.55pm

Damn, now the connection here at starbucks has gone wonky too.

So doomed.

Symphonic Oscars with the Malaysian Philharmonic Orchestra

Okay I better blog about this since its fresh in my mind and I don't want to lose it.

Attended my 2nd Orchestra on Friday, 13/3/09. It was awesome to the maximus I tell you. First of all, we got upper circle seats for a beri, beri low price :P Secondly the songs they played fuiyohh, AWESOMEST.

No pictures tho cause we weren't allowed to take pictures once we were inside the hall.

The conductor was Richard Kaufman and his daughter Whitney Claire Kaufman was there to sing on the vocals for some particular pieces.

Pieces played were from The Godfather II, The Untouchables, Gone with the wind, Silverado, E.T, To Kill a Mocking Bird and some more which were kinda unrecognisable to me :P And his daughter sang about 4-5 songs, two being Wish upon a star from Pinnochio and Over the rainbow from Wizard of Oz.

It was so good that when the final piece was playing I didn't want it to stop.

Man I wish I'm going again. Sadly tickets for Saturday and Sunday are sold out unless I'm willing to pay RM100 for premium seats -_-''

And I died in my heels, took them off halfway when I was leaving KLCC and I remembered I did that in Ikano too some time ago. It was after May's birthday dinner at Fasta Pasta where we ran all over Ikano and walked on the sidewalks and ran down escalators :P

Okay Ima gonna sleep now. Tomorrow gonna hit Bijou Bazaar :D

And finish up my report on the orchestra. Bah. Plus assignments. o.o

Nites!

To know thyself better.

Was surfing through some blogs and stumbled upon Jason's post.

Decided to give it a try.

Those interested in taking can take it here.

- x x x -

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

(err.. i don't really buy the hiding part.. maybe to friends who i don't really know that well yet?)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

(life partner? o.o)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

(keyword: want. :P not sure if i'm absorbing as much as i should be)

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

(agree with the image part, but not on the being accepted part)

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

(but head thinking cancels out all the possibilities and i prefer using the head. sometimes the heart can be abit the rash in making judgments :3)

- x x x -

I'd say I'd have to agree with Jason on the accuracy part to some degree.

Random note: Persona 3 & 4's Original Soundtracks are THE BOMB! OMG if there's an orchestra that is playing their songs I'll definately buy a box seat and pull people along.

Random # 12.

Sheet.

Been waking up at almost every hour for the pass 5/6 hours.. Can't sleep for nuts I tell yeah. One moment its someone barging into the room telling me stuffs, another few other moments I'd randomly wake up and another moment I'd wake up from a weird dream. -_-

So gonna be panda eyed today.

The stitches are coming off today! Hurrah! Hope this part doesn't hurt as bad as the initial one.

My hair's so messy I think I need a haircut. Especially my fringe. But I'm growing my hair, so a haircut will defy the purpose? Kinda miss my short hair actually, which is so low maintenance and when un-styled makes me look like a mushroom, but decided against cutting that short because growing hair is a PAIN in the tushie.

Shyttiemyx is giving me problems as usual. In the middle of typing this post it suddenly went off and now I have nothing to do besides sleep again. My eyes can barely open and I think I'd like to try sleeping again.

I've finally managed to get my results for the previous semester and all I can say is dot dot dot. Disappointed with one subject, which I think many will agree with me to go do a 'mogok' or something because I have not found anyone who actually scored an A or even an A- for it. Highest is B+. Sigh and it was my trump card too.

Ooh my draft was autosaved and I guess its back on. But I can't surf the net so, bah.

I utterly dislike chu Shyttiemyx.

Man its cold Ima having the sniffles.

Okay Ima gonna sleep my eyes are shutting down.

A slice of life.

Last Friday would have been a scary experience for many, but it was pretty funny to me. Cept for the part where I had to stay in the Day Care prior to my surgery. It's like there are four beds in the Day Care and all three beds had some machine right next to the patient with something stuck to their arms except for me. Felt like there is someone else who is sick who deserves the spot that I am at.

And they made me wear those hospital gowns! It was damn big and I didn't know how to wear a sarong. While walking down into the main operating theater I was afraid my sarong will drop halfway.

Anyhow, when I went down to the main operating theater, they pushed me on stretcher into the OT room -_- When I went into the OT room it was all greeeeeeen. And not cold because they didn't switch on the aircond in that room which was good! The hospital gown was too exposed for my liking.

Then it started.

First I had to lie on my left side and the doctor covered me with the 'holy/holey cloth', and the best part is, the cloth covered like half of my face and the nurses placed the tray of equipment right in my line of sight. Even without my specs I could somewhat make out of the stuff they're doing -_-

Then the doc jabbed anesthetic into my ear, about 5 jabs and waited for it to kick in. She tried to test by asking me whether I feel anything sharp against my skin to which I replied no. But when she started cutting on one part, I could feel the pain so I asked for more. She gave another jab of stronger anesthetic and then I couldn't feel anything on my ear. But the last jab hurt like sheeeet T.T

And after that they did their thing, and the doctor kept on talking to the nurses, and one of their topics were food. To which the nurse asked 'Eh the patient got fast or not, here we are talking about food in front of her'. (No I only had one meal for the day and that was brunch T.T)

The whole time my right side could feel these few things:-

• Cold, wet solution
• Someone dabbing off blood (I think)
• Heard funny noises
  
• and someone flipping my ear

And after the whole process I was free to go :D

Which was a wrong thing to do because I started earlier and finished earlier, and didn't have any money with me to take a cab back -_- So had to wait for mom who came after her work. When she came the stupid anesthetic wore off and my ear hurt like crap >.<

Luckily had phone and chor dai dee the whole way, and when I went for dinner there was this lady who kept on staring at me like 'wth happened to her?'. Sigh. People. Even when I went out yesterday to yum cha at Wong Kok ss2 the stares kept on coming. Feel like slapping the looks outta those people's face. Jeez.

Hospital souvenir which I didn't realised I was still wearing until I finished dinner.

Signs of Love.

Finally finished the game. Ending is so so only, unlike P3 :(
P4 is funny, but I prefer P3's The Journey's storyline :P
P3 still tha bomb man! Stupid ending, totally did not expect it to be like that.. Bah, now I have to get myself started on P3's The Answer. Reluctant to because its more of a fighting all the way kinda game with not much storyline. But for the scenes... I guess people will put up with it no matter what.



Currently into Summon Night Twin Age for the DS. Also another game by the lovely Atlus. Action RPG style with cute characters and colorful thingamabobs :P

I think I'm gonna be an Atlus fan soon. There's this other game by Atlus that's like Lifesigns Surgical Unit. Forgot whats the name but I'll start on it after I finish SNTA :P

Die, I seem to be obsessed with games. Sigh, what can a girl do having to sit in the LRT for almost 45 minutes one way to college everyday?

Play games I guess :P

Your affection.

Can I kill the damn administrators at college?

Not only I have to be in college by 8am on Fridays, but after my class ends at 10am I have to wait til 4pm for my next class and we end at 6pm.

6 frigging hours of break! Gahhhh. What's a girl gonna do at college for six frigging hours?! There better be assignments to fill up that time or Ima gonna kick some random asses. Even the cute ones.

Not to mention classes don't start until this Thursday.. Ima dying of boredom already.

Okay, enough ranting.

Yes I haven't been updating, cause there's pretty much nothing to update about. Life's boring as hell and I got quite sick of P4 for the week. Almost at the end of the game, but keep on dying due to stupid reasons. *throws out multiple curses*

Oh I entered some bazaar last weekend but the crowd was pretty crappy. But here are pikchars of our booth.

Booth on the first day. Pardon the blue-ness, was trying to kill off the orange and my camera's white balance came up with this.

Booth on the second day, this time under the white tent so everything looks nice.

And this is Quadruple Queen.

And thats it folks. Til the next time I feel like updating!

Uh, I got tagged.

RULES: It's harder than it looks!Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag twenty people.Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions.They have to be real. Nothing made up!If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers.You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name : Teri

2. A four Letter Word : Thor (God of thunder)

3. A boy's Name : Terry. Lol. Okay fine. Thomas.

4. A girl's Name : Terri. HAHAA. Ok i know im lame. Theresa.

5. An occupation : Therapist.

6. A color : Teal

7. Something you'll wear : Trousers

9. A food : TAKOYAKI! *love love* \(^o^)/~~

10. Something found in the bathroom : Toothbrush

11. A place : Tambun (Ipoh)

12. A reason for being late : Toilet la, sakit perut.

13. Something you'd shout : "Taxi!"

14. A movie title : Titanic

15. Something you drink : Teh O ais

16. A musical group : The Veronicas

17. An animal : Tiger

18. A street name : Telawi Street

19. A type of car : Toyota

20. The title of a song : Truly Madly Deeply - Savage Garden

I tag, whichever 20 people who wants to do this.

There.