Confessions of a holidayer.

Holidays has officially started at 11am on 21st of January 2009, and so far here's what that has been going on:

• Am addicted to Gossip Girl (what else is new) and am trying to slow down on how fast I watch each episode because the faster I watch, the faster I run out of episodes and will have to wait like everyone does for the latest to be released every week. But oh, temptation...
  
  
• Started watching Gundam 00, wonder will it get me addicted like Gundam Seed and Seed Destiny. So far its been so-so only and I watched up to the 4th episode..
  
  
• Took a drive down to Sg Long to meet up with the people there to catch up and just talk. :) Well that was the plan initially til shopping made its way into the plan. :P
  
  
• Not to mention, since I was kinda free during the hols I washed a tonne of clothes and I found lots of stuff that I haven't worn much :D
  
  
• Watched Underworld 3: Rise of the Lycans with Joseph, Jia Yung and Ee May. Great show, blood and gore all over the place. As much as I like gore, sitting 5 rows from the screen brings it to a whole new experience and even there were parts which I felt abit quesy.
  
  
• Also watched Inkheart with the whole bunch of peeps from Toysbar. I kinda expected more from the movie, but I was sorta let down. Reminded me of my Bridge to Terabithia experience.
  
  
• Felt like stranggling someone because when I finally got some new games to play on the PS2, by some weird chance my controller turned dysfuctional -___- Both of them. !@#~$^% Going over to Ben's shop later to get new ones. Bluddy hell they are gonna burn a hole in my pocket.

On an unrelated note, the next movie I wanna catch is Bride wars! Starring Kate Hudson and Anne Hathaway. Mmm. And also He's just not that into you. This one has, Drew Berrymore, Scarlet Johansson, Jeniffer Connelly, Jeniffer Aniston, Ginnifer Goodwin, Kevin Conolly, Justin Long, Ben Affleck, and Bradley Cooper.

This holiday this I is going on a movie marathon. Who's in this with me?

More than skin deep.

I'm cheesed off.

Why does the whole world need to worship upon those who have a professional job? Sure they went through hell trying to get that degree and grind their way to get their professional jobs, but does it mean that one should worship the person like its freawking 'gawd darn awesum'?

What is it with you people and looking down upon people who do not have a degree, or in some cases not having a 'professional' job like a doctor, lawyer, accountant etc. Should someone's success be measured by their job profession or the cert they graduate with?

Why must it always be about the outer things.

Looks, status, money.

Is it really THAT important?

Ps: This has nothing against people with professional jobs or degree. Just to some people who thinks its freawking 'gawd darn awesum'.

Random #10.

I had a dream yesterday about musical instruments and my dad. My dad was showing me instruments in some room and the first thing he showed me was a guitar. The guitar was somewhat broken, or not tuned cause 4 strings sounded weak when it was strummed, and the bottom two was loose, to a point where it cant be tightened.

The next instrument was my violin which I barely touched this semester. :3 And I woke up after that.

Don't know what came over me, I decided to do a little research and I found this.

Extracted from http://www.experiencefestival.com/a/DreamDictionary_Musical_Instruments/id/237742

Musical Instruments

• To see musical instruments, denotes anticipated pleasures.
• If they are broken, the pleasure will be marred by uncongenial companionship. For a young woman, this dream foretells for her the power to make her life what she will.

Source: 10 000 Dream Interpretations, by Gustavus Hindman Miller

o_O

Nothing but wishful thinking.

Dey Fatty!

Happy Birthday to you :)

xoxo,

YES !!

Three down and three more to go!

Finally its the weekend. It's the frikking weekend! Which means I have 2 days before my next paper :D This paper must study kao kaos ah, or not I'll kick myself in the derriere.

Today after my paper I decided to take a little detour, and went to KLCC.

Gosh its been so long since I stepped foot into KLCC. Since I was at KLCC, why not shop a lil eh? :P FOUND THE MOST AWESOMEST PAIR OF JEANS AND IN MY SIZE TOO! The worst part was when I opened my wallet and saw flies flying out of it. So have to go back another day to get it. OMG I hope nobody gets it. Its the last one in my size too plus cannot reserve!! :( :( :(

Took a stroll into Isetan, and whoarrrrrrr don't ever go in there during Friday lunch time. PACKED with working people, all buying their CNY stuffs. Dahlah got sales sumore. Why did I ever thought of entering KLCC without extra cash? :(

And I went book reading in Kinokuniya. Which was awesome cause I love being in a bookstore. Yes, Ima much of a bookworm/geek. :D Well to kill time anyways since I had to wait for mom to get off from work.

Had lunch at the food court, was pretty much thinking of pasta. Remembered that the pasta stall here had pretty awesome pasta back a few years ago so I decided to give it a try. BLEH don't try it weih. Was pretty tasteless. The only thing that gave it a kick was the ham which was rather little. And my mushrooms I think I can count them and its like less than 10? I rather eat McDees. :3

Mm, after my short 2 hour trip to KLCC, I feel like going shopping!!

After sitting 3 papers, I feel like my burden is lessening. -________-

OMG I can finally watch my Gossip Girl, ANTM and How I met your Mother episodes!

*dashes off*

Yo Mugger!

Taking a break from all the mugging I've been doing.

Before tido, mug, lepas bangun, mug. Go toilet also mug. Wtf.

This is what happens when you take the study break casually like its the holidays :3

In order to speed things up, I've conquered Japan and China in two days. Nearly died nasty yesterday night with China's dynasties.

Today's must conquer item is India and I'm starting to get dizzy with the names:- Chandragupta, Asoka, Samudragupta.. o_O

I feel like I haven't absorbed enough info. Can someone get Doraemon here and make him give me that bread that can photostat information and let me eat it? :D

Ok back to mugging!

Random #9.

Sigh, when you want to ask people to teach you, can't you ask in a better way?
Sometimes I damn malas to layan people like this.
Gaaaah.
Don't want to teach you ahhhh. Let you fail. Muahahaha.

Ok I'm not that evil -________-

But damn pei la.

Studying Checklist.

These past few days I've been studying :

America's Next Top Model cycle 11

• Marjorie - Super cute lil Frenchie with balls of nerves. ♥♥♥
  
• Elina - Hawt lesbian with a lil bit of control issues.

And I think thats about it.

Oh managed to steal Gossip Girl Season 1 and Season 2. Plus How I met your Mother.

:D

Ima happy kid. :)

Today is gonna be my burning oil session for Tamadun Islam & Asia Tenggara. Burn baby burn! Wish me luck. :3

Pink cam around big black ones.

Up at 9am on a Sunday morning. With a headache and no its not a hangover cause I didn't touch any alcohol yesterday.

Damn.

Yesterday was a tiring day, spent the whole day at Youth 09's Photography competition. Thought I'd learn something out of it but the only thing I learnt was 'get yourself a big arsed black camera or you won't stand a chance'. Every Tom Dick and Harry had one, and I don't know why did they join the competition when the prize is only a Nikon D40. I bet theirs was even more canggih than the D40.

I quote Jia Yung ' What financial crisis? Everyone has those big arsed black cameras'.

Oooh ohh guess who I met!

Never expected anyone to dress up as Sailor Pluto, Sailor Neptune and Sailor Mars. Sailor Mars should be Sailor Uranus then the three of them can be the Outer Senshi before Saturn came into the picture.

:P

x . x . x

You know who you are, if you're reading this, I guess I can't be bothered with you-know-what/who anymore. No point right? :) Thankiew very muchie, for being there :3

Everybody is walking in slow motion.

A post that I wrote some time ago, but didn't publish.



Dear you,

How are you doing? Its been awhile since I last spoken to you.

Been really busy recently with assignments, every week there is submissions and there are more to be submitted in the coming weeks. Am also working on some days just to fill up my time, because initially I thought it would be a pretty easy going semester. Guess my judgment was wrong so I'll be quitting work soon.

I was driving around KL for the past few days and I thought to myself, how I remembered the first time you took me to KLCC. And how you always take me around with you when you go to construction sites. I remember the last time you went to Maju Junction back then when they were building up that place. It's really KL-ish now. Do you know that they have Halal dim sum at one of the restaurants there now?

I loved the rides to KL because there I'll see loads of buildings and zooming cars. Now that I am a full-fledge driver, I was pretty afraid to drive to KL on my own because of the buildings and zooming cars. Ironic isn't it? But after overcoming that, now I know how to get to places. :D

And I remember the time we use to take the train to Yau-Han mall. (I'm not sure how to spell it) Back then I'll always pester you to take me on the rides. And not to forget, how you taught me how to eat sushi.


I also met a new friend, whose dad used to be a musician back in his younger days. And I wondered to myself, did you two know each other back then? He also played the guitar, just like you did. It just crossed my mind then, cause I know how much you love to sing and you told me how you used to do gigs in pubs.

I always wondered where did my love for musical instruments came from. Was it because I was sent to piano classes back then, or was it because I was influenced from you? You were supposed to teach me the guitar, but I never got around to buying a guitar. Now I'm learning up the violin eventhough I really want to play the piano again.


And you know what? We need to get a bluddy DSLR for the photography subject I'm taking. Obviously I didn't get one cause I don't have that kinda $$ to splurge at the moment. Was thinking if I could use your manual one, but then again I'll spend lots of money on the film and developing. -.-

Then I realised that I fell in love with photography. Catching pictures at that one split second when it there is so much feeling and emotion, or that frown burrowed in that person's forehead while pouring over notes, or that laugh where the person is laughing so hard that his/her cheeks feels like bursting. Then I told myself its about time I invest in a DSLR. Which means I'll have to start saving up like huge chunks of my allowance. And you'll be laughing your head off because to you, I use my money like water.

You'd be surprise to know that I haven't been buying anything much lately. All my money has been going to assignments, printing out a huge poster, printing assignments, buying mounting boards, sharing for mount spray, driving here and there to take pictures, printing pictures. I'm flat broke now. Even extra money from work is going down the assignment drain soon.

Do you know the other day, you appeared in my dreams, and yet again I didn't get to tell you how much I love you? Just like that day when I thought you would be okay because to me you will always get out of those kind of situations and I went back home to take a nap, only to be awaken abruptly by a call.

I love you and I miss you, beri much.

xoxo

Recap.

I think its just me but it feels weird to wake up and not have anything to do on a Thursday.

Yesterday was my final day at college. Exams are next Wednesday, and I haven't touch or read anything that's academic or related to academics :3

Last Design 2 Lecture

I would say it has been an eventful second semester, right up to the very last day. Man was it one roller coaster ride. Drama, drama and drama right up to the point where I'd dislike going to class. I wouldn't guarantee that person's safety around me cause all I wanted to do then was to smack that arrogant twit's face til his jaw dropped or eyeballs flew.


I loved the times when we were doing Photography assignments. Going to all those places and doing things with the 'family', definitely lightened things up in college even though they weren't in the same class as me. Sure there were times when I felt like everything was going wrong, but with everything going right, one wouldn't take the time to stop and recap everything wouldn't they.

Another thing about this semester is that I wasn't motivated to do group assignments cause there really isn't any group that I can work well with. Besides the family, but they were in another class so, bah. And I don't know why I became like super procrastinator this semester. :3

All in all, a good semester, the happy times triumphed the bad times.

And now we have to prepare ourselves for finals. Arrrgh.

Something I got for myself yesterday ♥

Random #8.

She decided that since she was gonna be having dinner alone, it would best be accompanied with a good book. Thus, she went book hunting and little did she know, she was looking at books in all sorts of shapes and sizes.

The thoughts she had while going through the books, was all sorts. Like, what does this fat book have that makes it worth lugging it around while reading? Or does this small book has enough contents to justify its size, that its not another useless book? All of them tugging her shirt like little children wanting candy.

She wanted to get so many books, because they were all calling out her name, but in the end she picked the little one which was purple and pink just because it had an interesting name. She promised the rest that she'll go back for em. Soon.

And boy is she gonna be broke after that next visit.

Stifling situation = impulsiveness.

I feel stifled, and every time I feel like this I tend do to stupid things.

Like the last time I went to cut my hair til it was boy cut short and the other time when I dyed it purple.

Life's so mundane lately. Must be the study week thats why.

Gah.

Random #7.

Woken up to an sms this morning, and I was shocked that the sky was grey. Groaning, I searched for my phone and replied the sms and at the same time checked the time. But to my surprise it was already 11.30am.

Then it started raining! ♥ But after waking up I couldn't go back to sleep. -___-

Damn pei.

Spent the whole morning reading up on my Chinese horoscope and I must admit that some parts feel quite true.

Like how dragons are perfectionists, and I agree with it especially in things that I like or have confidence in. And in terms of compatibility with an Ox is difficult. And and, that dragon children like to day-dream. I still remember when I was in Standard 2, during report card day my teacher would tell my dad that I don't pay enough attention in class and is always found day-dreaming.

This one paling best "Not the most domesticated of the Animal signs, Dragons and may be more content out and about rather than at home".

I agreeee yooo!

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Ahh, nothing beats the end of the semester by not having classes. Mmm.

And I have just one more assigment to hand up and present on Wednesday and it'll be freedom for me! Til finals of course which starts on the 14th. -___-

Checkout la my exam timetable, its damn champion:-

• 14th Jan '09 - English for Communication
• 15th Jan '09 - Bahasa Malaysia Lanjutan
• 16th Jan '09 - Tamadun Islam & Asia
• 19th Jan '09 - Electric Publishing
• 21st Jan '09 - Design 2
• 5th Feb '09 - Photography

Resolutions.

Yes, its the 2nd day of the new year and I'm posting up my resolutions. :P

Resolution #1

To procrastinate less. Yes I'm so guilty of procrastination. Especially when it comes to work which has a time limit deadline. I think I actually get high when I'm rushing for deadlines. o_o bad bad. So this will be my numero uno resolution. :D

Resolution #2

To bitch, rant, whine less about things that are happening, to suck up and just accept it. I've been doing that quite often these few days and I'm sorry to the poor readers and people who had to put up with me.

Resolution #3

To stop being so hung up on things. Full stop. No further explanation needed.

Resolution #4

To let go of the past and move on. Been comparing KTAR to UTAR in so many aspects, its getting to the point where I'm annoying the hell out of myself. Yes I miss UTAR dearly, but fact is I'm in KTAR now, so get a grip girl! Suckitup suckitup.

Resolution #5

To don't give shit when people say something about me :3

Resolution #6

To love my family and friends, and to make time for them :)

Resolution #7

TO NOT BE LATE FOR 8AM CLASSES!!!!! Or any classes for that matter because ever since I knew KTAR doesn't need signatures for lecture classes, I seem to just waltz in whenever I want. Oh and to not skip classes too. Hehe.

Resolution #8

To start being more serious about my violin classes. It seems to be sitting at the corner collecting dust since I wasn't able to put it as one of my priorities this semester due to the influx of neverending assignments.

Resolution #9

To save monehhhhh! For rainy days, not to get my at the moment covet items.

Resolution #10

To eat healthily and at the correct timing. I'm guilty of bad food selection, and eating at the weirdest hours possible. So, its gotta be a new diet for this new year or an aneroxic beri by the middle of the year.

I hope I'll be able to maintain at least 5 of these resolutions. Knowing me, I'll probably CMI a few, and break some -.-''

Oh and I'm embracing the inner geekiness this year! :D

Retired dreamer.

I am a changed woman.

Wtf.

Been going through my old blog, the really really old one in multiply, and I kinda miss those times. Carefree days, with nothing to worry about. Besides of course, assignments. Lol. But I had power group mates back then okaaaaay. Fuuiyoh. So it wasn't that bad :)

To think of it, I've grown up to be more serious and subdue. I think those who know me back then and are still with me now would probably agree with me :) Or probably its the darn new surroundings which I find hard to adapt to. I'm trying, I'm really trying! You can see from my not so bombastic English and my half arsed Mandarin.

Anyways, new year's resolution. NO MORE RANTING. Unless of course I'm gonna blow my top / kettle / head off if I don't mention it to anybody. I don't wanna be labeled as a DJ whiny bitch.

Been thinking an awful lot these days. As usual. None of it being positive. :/ My mental state was pretty whacked from all the mental beatings and I don't know how to make myself feel better. I miss those times where I'll instantly feel blissful and protected and all I want to do is just revel in that moment.

Long gone were the days where I'll just sit down and dream my days away.

Plus my words don't seem to make sense anymore.