Like Finally!

I really should get started on my law assignment instead of blogging here, but I can't seem to keep my hands off the lappie as my wireless is FINALLY BACK! Hurrah! No more leeching internet and lugging the lappie to Old Town!

But after being online for a very long time I'm starting to get bored. Spent the afternoon watching 15 Malaysia, reading TIC, browsing blogshops and websites and ZOMG I fell in love with a dress from Miss Selfridge ( but that's not the point ) and other random nonsense.

Since I haven't been blogging frequently, and that the internet is back, I'll try to make an effort to blog more. That is if I don't get distracted by the pretty glitzy things online.

*spots glitzy dress in Ms Selfridge as multitasking from blogging and surfing the net*

Ahem.

Lets see, what happened after my last post?

- Oh yes, college re-opened and now I'm in my sixth week of college. Wtf. So fast!
- Celebrated Sandra's 21st at Lunabar
- My w800i finally died on me and I hastily got a new one because I was going to Johor the next day
- Went to Johor to help Winnie's dad with his survey
- Attended Ad Unplugged 2009
- Met up with foundation peeps for movie, pig out sessions and other random nonsense
- Met up with City Tour peeps for pig out sessions and drinking sessions

Okay I really should get my Law ass started or risk burning my own ass.

Random #14.

It's 5.30 am now, I'm still awake. Will be going to sleep soon I suppose, got work later. Was considering of taking MC earlier cause my stomach's been giving me hell, but I think everything's okay now. I hope. Will have to monitor what I eat. -_-''

And yes I haven't been blogging much eventho its the holidays.

Been busy working like a mad woman.

And guess what?

Normally we get 3 weeks of holidays, thus since exams ended on 16th, its natural to assume that 3 weeks after that classes commence. So I thought ok why not I work for two weeks, then the last week I'll enjoy instead of rotting for 3 weeks.

So I told my manager my last day will be on 1st October 2009.

But yesterday when I checked the college's calender, classes commence on 5th October 2009.

FML.

11th September 2009.

11th September 2009

1700:

Waiting for mom to finish her class so that we can go home. Dead bored. Played Quadruple on my phone and scored 42000 on the high scores. This shows how much concentration power I have when I'm bored and fascinated by Quadruple.

Brought my books over to study while I waited for her but it turned out to be yet another epic failure. After reading 3 pages I felt like dozing off. Wtf. Then again I had a morning paper earlier so I should be allowed to cut some slack kan? :p

Wanted to maple today after my paper but bro is at home hogging the computer. Hmph. I is think tonight me is going on a maple marathon. :D

Rather random but I think I'll drag mom after she's done to One U to tapau some sushi. Suddenly have the cravings for it. Mad cravings I tell you, ever since we've been discussing plans for next Wednesday on where to eat at Sunway when Rakuzen popped into my mind. Their goma ice-cream ZOMG, heavenly. Had two other types of goma ice-cream but nothing matches up to the taste of Rakuzen's.

As I'm typing this I'm wiping the drool off my face.

1715:

I'm godingit sleepy. When can we go back?

1730:

It's just me and the admin guy out here in the lobby and it's way weird.. Like akwardly quiet weird.

1735:

Omg I'm so hungry I can eat a cow but I want to eat sushi. Shall stay awake and focused on having sushi. Well, having maple background music in my mind helps too. Heh.

Meet Meep :D

Random #13.

Mmm.. Its another rainy morning. Want to snuggle deeper into my blankets but I can't get back to sleep. Meh.

Another four more days til my first paper and I've yet to even study 4 chapters of any subject. -_-

Am thankful that there's two Language papers. Very.

Will be going out at 2.30 for a study group. I have a feeling that today's study group session will be one of those other epic failurez. -_-

Gah, haven't been feeling the pressure of exams. And it's not helping that I'm liking the freedom of bumming around that I have these few days. Feeling of bumming is not helping. :(

Someone please slap me with a fish and wake me up.

Oh sheet it's 1pm now.

I have to go get ready.

Ciaos!

Eggs, Sausages and OJ.

(Blog's going back public now. No idea why did I privatise it in the beginning -_-)

Ah, Sunday morning, rain is falling, and I should be sleeping.

But, I woke up to make breakfast!

Dayumn, its been ages since I made breakfast. The last time would probably be my Sg. Long days. We've been having take-out food for aeons I tell you. Brings me shivers to think about those days whereby I'd have to decide which hawker stall food I want.

Anyways, items on the menu are scrambled eggs & sausages. Nyum. Wanted to get some bacon too (bacon is LOVE) but mom was against it so I obliged.

Who knew I'd be waking up at 9am and to cook for no one. Bro slept at 5am so he won't wake up til much later and mom went out. Uncle didn't come back either.

De-motivated much!

But I ended up making my own breakfast anyways. Twas fun! It has really been ages since I've had some Western breakfast. Scrambled eggs, breakfast sausages and Orange juice.

Am now motivated to start cooking!

Want to try making eggs benedict! Specially those awesome looking poached eggs. (Youtube has been a really good demo unit to how to make em. :p) And well, try out other stuffs. Make a mess out of the kitchen :p

But all these are wishful thinking and only can be done after exams.

Speaking of exams, my efforts of studying has been nothing epic failurez. Sigh.

Okay now I gotta wash up and probably play Dragonica. Hee. :p

RIP.

Sheet.. Yasmin Ahmad passed away yesterday..
Read about it at Star Online.
Love her Petronas advertisements and her movie Sepet..
Malaysia has lost a great person.
May you rest in peace.

Meh.

Ah, finally a weekend whereby I can take off my shoes and relax. Well sorta, for a bit til I have to do mega research on my assignments (which I'm procrastinating :D ).

Six weeks has passed since college re-opened and subjects aren't an easy feat. Have a feeling that my results are gonna drop this semester. Subjects are lesser by one, but muchos muchos tougher. One particular subject I'm afraid of is Translation. Am not a pro at B.M, I barely made it through my Advance B.M subject with a B- and now you want me to translate between English and B.M? *cries* Plus I took Japanese as an extra subject, to which I'm really happy about. The only down part about it are the kanji characters, as I'll have to learn to recognise those words and know what they mean and my lecturer told us that in order to read a japanese magazine or japanese manga, we'll have to know at least 2000 kanji characters. Die dot com.

Amidst classes and all, life's been pretty alright. Bought a whole bunch of DVD's the other day, naik kereta when I heard about the buy 5 free 1 thing. I wanted two DVDs which would amount to RM16 for both, why not pay RM40 for 6 kan?! :P Now it has been almost two weeks since I bought em and I haven't even touched a single DVD yet. -_- No time to sit down and watch anime / movies. The only thing I watch sometimes would be Futurama, and up til now I'm only in season 2, the beginning. Meh.

Ah fish it I don't know what else to write ady.

Wants and needs.

Argghhh! Am being bitten by tonnes of nassstay blood suckers.

Damnit.

My brother has officially gone Final Fantasy crazy, he's finishing FF10 for the second time and started watching FF9, FF9 & FF7 clips on YouTube. Yours truly has stopped gaming ever since my Command and Conquer went haywire. Also got pretty sick of Harvest Moon DS's gameplay where I have to pet the animals manually which was pretty much a pain in the derrierre because I'd have to pet them in strategic spots within 10 seconds and the scores determines their affection. Jeez.

Now am on a series / anime marathon, currently hooked onto 'How I met Your Mother'. Finishing Season 2 moving up to Season 3 soon.

Lets see, what do I need to get out of my system..

- I want and NEED to see Winnie Oink :3 :3 :3 Its been AGES! Finish up your last paper and be free!

- There's someone I want to stab with a fork.

- ZOMG I ALSO WANT KRISPY KREME! They've finally reached Malaysian soil, in Times Square. Who's in with me to grab those babies?!

- I also need to wait for my hair to grow longer so that I can cut off the dyed ends

- I need to go get a swim, or some badminton sessions cause uh, I'm feeling very un-excercisy.

- Need to go LowYat to get some computer-ish stuffs. Like that yellow thingamablob that picks up dust :D

Ooh, lookie its time for dinner, gotta split! Banana style.

9th April 2009.

12.00 pm - Am bored. Beri bored.

Speaking of beries I stepped on a strawberry yesterday at Baker's Cottage. Told May's couzzie that someone dropped a strawberry and that I accidentely stepped on a 'suit-to-beli' (canto/madarin way). Some random dude who heard it repeated the same pronounciation to his girlfriend. Bugger. Felt like I was being judged for the way I pronounce strawberry.

Gmail takes a long time to load in college, I wonder why. The computer section of the library is filled with clicking noises and I'm the only idiot typing. But there are also idiots who do not know how to silent their phones in the library and it always rings which annoys me.

I feel like I have lots of time now that it is almost the end of the semester. Finals are up in about a week or two. I should do some sports or something, feeling very lethargic and especially sleepy when things get boring. Mom pointed out that I get sleepy when I'm bored, which to some extend I do agree because I never really like idle time. Not having wireless at home doesn't help at all.

Am thinking of swimming and wonder if I should go swimming on my own one of these days. A friend asked me to go swimming on Monday but to which I sorta rejected cause he swims to excercise while I swim for my own leisure and prefer to be on my own when swimming. Miss being in the water, swimming without a care in the world.

12.30 pm - Everyone's gone from the computers here o.o For lunch I assume. 1.5 hours til my class, I'm still dying of boredom here. Should get my arse moving with my tutorials but..

The plan was to read back on my Macroeconomics notes from my business days but I seem to have lost my lecture notes. Blasphemy I tell you. My precious lecture notes, of all things to lose I had to lost Macroeconomics. Losing QT or Costing notes won't be that bad cause Macro is something useful.

12.35 pm - The girl next to me keeps on looking at the entrance behind me and I'm directly in her line of sight. From the corner of my eye it seems that she's always looking at me, and its freaking me out. Tested her by looking back at her when she was looking and she looked away. o.o

Mmm some tall dude who looks good from behind just passed by. But one thing tho, he's kinda on the skinny side.

Sheet I must be REALLY bored.

Doppelganger.

Apparently there's someone that looks like me thats offering 39% off on all services.

Meep.

I've been poisoned.




















By these.


Thanks to someone -_-

Daimyo Sheetymix.

Internet connection at home has gotten so sucky that I decided to drop by Starbucks for their connection. Definitely faster but dc-ing seems to be the norm too -_-''

Now the only time I get to online at home without DC-ing would be in the morning. Sigh.

Have no luck what-so-ever on my research about Schiller's POV's on Cultural Imperialism, Google is temporarily not my best friend anymore. The library in college doesn't seem to help either, the only book they have by Schiller is apparently somewhere in the library but not on the shelf. They said they will get back to me when they find the book but it has already been a week.

My last resort is to drop by the public library one of these days and go look for his book there. If not I have no frigging idea what to do. Deadline coming up in two weeks!

It's really chilly right here in Starbucks right now, due to the location where I'm seated. My hot drink has gone cold, and my fingers are numb -_-

4.55pm

Damn, now the connection here at starbucks has gone wonky too.

So doomed.

Symphonic Oscars with the Malaysian Philharmonic Orchestra

Okay I better blog about this since its fresh in my mind and I don't want to lose it.

Attended my 2nd Orchestra on Friday, 13/3/09. It was awesome to the maximus I tell you. First of all, we got upper circle seats for a beri, beri low price :P Secondly the songs they played fuiyohh, AWESOMEST.

No pictures tho cause we weren't allowed to take pictures once we were inside the hall.

The conductor was Richard Kaufman and his daughter Whitney Claire Kaufman was there to sing on the vocals for some particular pieces.

Pieces played were from The Godfather II, The Untouchables, Gone with the wind, Silverado, E.T, To Kill a Mocking Bird and some more which were kinda unrecognisable to me :P And his daughter sang about 4-5 songs, two being Wish upon a star from Pinnochio and Over the rainbow from Wizard of Oz.

It was so good that when the final piece was playing I didn't want it to stop.

Man I wish I'm going again. Sadly tickets for Saturday and Sunday are sold out unless I'm willing to pay RM100 for premium seats -_-''

And I died in my heels, took them off halfway when I was leaving KLCC and I remembered I did that in Ikano too some time ago. It was after May's birthday dinner at Fasta Pasta where we ran all over Ikano and walked on the sidewalks and ran down escalators :P

Okay Ima gonna sleep now. Tomorrow gonna hit Bijou Bazaar :D

And finish up my report on the orchestra. Bah. Plus assignments. o.o

Nites!

To know thyself better.

Was surfing through some blogs and stumbled upon Jason's post.

Decided to give it a try.

Those interested in taking can take it here.

- x x x -

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

(err.. i don't really buy the hiding part.. maybe to friends who i don't really know that well yet?)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

(life partner? o.o)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

(keyword: want. :P not sure if i'm absorbing as much as i should be)

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

(agree with the image part, but not on the being accepted part)

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

(but head thinking cancels out all the possibilities and i prefer using the head. sometimes the heart can be abit the rash in making judgments :3)

- x x x -

I'd say I'd have to agree with Jason on the accuracy part to some degree.

Random note: Persona 3 & 4's Original Soundtracks are THE BOMB! OMG if there's an orchestra that is playing their songs I'll definately buy a box seat and pull people along.

Random # 12.

Sheet.

Been waking up at almost every hour for the pass 5/6 hours.. Can't sleep for nuts I tell yeah. One moment its someone barging into the room telling me stuffs, another few other moments I'd randomly wake up and another moment I'd wake up from a weird dream. -_-

So gonna be panda eyed today.

The stitches are coming off today! Hurrah! Hope this part doesn't hurt as bad as the initial one.

My hair's so messy I think I need a haircut. Especially my fringe. But I'm growing my hair, so a haircut will defy the purpose? Kinda miss my short hair actually, which is so low maintenance and when un-styled makes me look like a mushroom, but decided against cutting that short because growing hair is a PAIN in the tushie.

Shyttiemyx is giving me problems as usual. In the middle of typing this post it suddenly went off and now I have nothing to do besides sleep again. My eyes can barely open and I think I'd like to try sleeping again.

I've finally managed to get my results for the previous semester and all I can say is dot dot dot. Disappointed with one subject, which I think many will agree with me to go do a 'mogok' or something because I have not found anyone who actually scored an A or even an A- for it. Highest is B+. Sigh and it was my trump card too.

Ooh my draft was autosaved and I guess its back on. But I can't surf the net so, bah.

I utterly dislike chu Shyttiemyx.

Man its cold Ima having the sniffles.

Okay Ima gonna sleep my eyes are shutting down.

A slice of life.

Last Friday would have been a scary experience for many, but it was pretty funny to me. Cept for the part where I had to stay in the Day Care prior to my surgery. It's like there are four beds in the Day Care and all three beds had some machine right next to the patient with something stuck to their arms except for me. Felt like there is someone else who is sick who deserves the spot that I am at.

And they made me wear those hospital gowns! It was damn big and I didn't know how to wear a sarong. While walking down into the main operating theater I was afraid my sarong will drop halfway.

Anyhow, when I went down to the main operating theater, they pushed me on stretcher into the OT room -_- When I went into the OT room it was all greeeeeeen. And not cold because they didn't switch on the aircond in that room which was good! The hospital gown was too exposed for my liking.

Then it started.

First I had to lie on my left side and the doctor covered me with the 'holy/holey cloth', and the best part is, the cloth covered like half of my face and the nurses placed the tray of equipment right in my line of sight. Even without my specs I could somewhat make out of the stuff they're doing -_-

Then the doc jabbed anesthetic into my ear, about 5 jabs and waited for it to kick in. She tried to test by asking me whether I feel anything sharp against my skin to which I replied no. But when she started cutting on one part, I could feel the pain so I asked for more. She gave another jab of stronger anesthetic and then I couldn't feel anything on my ear. But the last jab hurt like sheeeet T.T

And after that they did their thing, and the doctor kept on talking to the nurses, and one of their topics were food. To which the nurse asked 'Eh the patient got fast or not, here we are talking about food in front of her'. (No I only had one meal for the day and that was brunch T.T)

The whole time my right side could feel these few things:-

• Cold, wet solution
• Someone dabbing off blood (I think)
• Heard funny noises
  
• and someone flipping my ear

And after the whole process I was free to go :D

Which was a wrong thing to do because I started earlier and finished earlier, and didn't have any money with me to take a cab back -_- So had to wait for mom who came after her work. When she came the stupid anesthetic wore off and my ear hurt like crap >.<

Luckily had phone and chor dai dee the whole way, and when I went for dinner there was this lady who kept on staring at me like 'wth happened to her?'. Sigh. People. Even when I went out yesterday to yum cha at Wong Kok ss2 the stares kept on coming. Feel like slapping the looks outta those people's face. Jeez.

Hospital souvenir which I didn't realised I was still wearing until I finished dinner.

Signs of Love.

Finally finished the game. Ending is so so only, unlike P3 :(
P4 is funny, but I prefer P3's The Journey's storyline :P
P3 still tha bomb man! Stupid ending, totally did not expect it to be like that.. Bah, now I have to get myself started on P3's The Answer. Reluctant to because its more of a fighting all the way kinda game with not much storyline. But for the scenes... I guess people will put up with it no matter what.



Currently into Summon Night Twin Age for the DS. Also another game by the lovely Atlus. Action RPG style with cute characters and colorful thingamabobs :P

I think I'm gonna be an Atlus fan soon. There's this other game by Atlus that's like Lifesigns Surgical Unit. Forgot whats the name but I'll start on it after I finish SNTA :P

Die, I seem to be obsessed with games. Sigh, what can a girl do having to sit in the LRT for almost 45 minutes one way to college everyday?

Play games I guess :P

Your affection.

Can I kill the damn administrators at college?

Not only I have to be in college by 8am on Fridays, but after my class ends at 10am I have to wait til 4pm for my next class and we end at 6pm.

6 frigging hours of break! Gahhhh. What's a girl gonna do at college for six frigging hours?! There better be assignments to fill up that time or Ima gonna kick some random asses. Even the cute ones.

Not to mention classes don't start until this Thursday.. Ima dying of boredom already.

Okay, enough ranting.

Yes I haven't been updating, cause there's pretty much nothing to update about. Life's boring as hell and I got quite sick of P4 for the week. Almost at the end of the game, but keep on dying due to stupid reasons. *throws out multiple curses*

Oh I entered some bazaar last weekend but the crowd was pretty crappy. But here are pikchars of our booth.

Booth on the first day. Pardon the blue-ness, was trying to kill off the orange and my camera's white balance came up with this.

Booth on the second day, this time under the white tent so everything looks nice.

And this is Quadruple Queen.

And thats it folks. Til the next time I feel like updating!

Uh, I got tagged.

RULES: It's harder than it looks!Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag twenty people.Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions.They have to be real. Nothing made up!If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers.You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name : Teri

2. A four Letter Word : Thor (God of thunder)

3. A boy's Name : Terry. Lol. Okay fine. Thomas.

4. A girl's Name : Terri. HAHAA. Ok i know im lame. Theresa.

5. An occupation : Therapist.

6. A color : Teal

7. Something you'll wear : Trousers

9. A food : TAKOYAKI! *love love* \(^o^)/~~

10. Something found in the bathroom : Toothbrush

11. A place : Tambun (Ipoh)

12. A reason for being late : Toilet la, sakit perut.

13. Something you'd shout : "Taxi!"

14. A movie title : Titanic

15. Something you drink : Teh O ais

16. A musical group : The Veronicas

17. An animal : Tiger

18. A street name : Telawi Street

19. A type of car : Toyota

20. The title of a song : Truly Madly Deeply - Savage Garden

I tag, whichever 20 people who wants to do this.

There.

Musing.

Okay so I didn't P4, instead I watched GG and decided to sleep.

To which I couldn't, so I decided to open up the box where I keep my letters from secondary school. Reading the contents, I laughed so hard I think if there were anybody passing by my place they must be wondering why is there someone guffawing her lungs out at 7.30 am.

Then, what seemed like an innocent idea to take a walk down memory lane, turned my head into overdrive. It got me thinking, where is that person that I've frequently exchanged letters with gone now?

As I read letter by letter, I realise that me and her got mad at her over stuffs that hurt inside, and despite all that we still made up and we were still best friends. No matter how bad the situation was despite all that we will still make up. But now, I think we're nothing but a lost relationship, and it saddens me to go through all those mail.

And then I start to question my keeping-in-touch skills. Am I really that bad at keeping in touch? I seem to sense the same pattern with a particular group of friends right now, but I'm putting it as I'm not up to par with them now. In financial terms.

Or is it that I have high expectations in a friendship? If I feel that anything used to be deep turn into plastic or small talkish I'll be off the bus at the next stop.

Sometimes I wonder if the friendships that I have that may seem to stretch over a decade, is it true, or we're just still in it because its awesome to say we're friends for more than a decade?

Someone used to tell me that friends come and go, but somehow I haven't learn to grasp that yet.

Ash like snow.

Haven't been going online as much as I normally do for the pass few days cause I'm hooked on Persona 4. Have made my camp out at the tv :P

Today's an exception though.

For once I got sick of Persona 4, went to sleep early at 9.30pm because I was feeling tired and am WIDE awake at 3.30am. *grins*

Wonder how long can these weird hours keep up.

So lets see, Valentines day just passed yesterday, spent my day (or more like evening) with May scouting for netbooks and what-nots at Digitalmall, a 'totally romantic' dinner at ss2, McDees for drinks and KTZ for desert. Oh and I received chocs from her too :P

Ray (May's other half) is so gonna keel me if he sees this.

Basically that was my Valentines. Felt like any other day to me, even back when I was attached. May and I were going over what we did for our past Valentines and I can't seem to remember much except for flowers. I know it sounds pretty bad but thats all that I can remember. -__-''

I still think that Valentines is overrated though. Everything is double (maybe even more) the price on this day and people still buy them to 'proove' their love for their other half. The inner business woman in me will scream 'business opportunity!!'. I had plans to start something this year but all hopes diminished when the other two were too busy to do it. :(

Sigh, when the two of you are free, I'm not. And when I am you're not. :/

Okay more updates on life.

Main factor in life - Persona 4. Am almost halfway through the game and I'm determined to finish it fast. Don't know where did I get this from.

Another factor - now that May is back, it seems like second nature to call her out for yumcha since we stay so near each other. And that she's going back to Oz in another 2 weeks seems to contribute to this too. :(

3rd factor - the holidays is boring! it has only been two weeks, I don't know how can I last til the end of February. I've got to get my arse moving (literally) and do something. Some spontaneous trip to somewhere. Hmm that will work.

There. Done. Ima off to play more P4 at 4.30am.

Random #11.

Made the mistake of eating spicy food yesterday, and my tummy had to suffer the next day.
Been feeling like crap the whole day its not funny cause I'm supposed to be pawning shadows in Persona 4. :3

After napping for 3 hours, here I am, still feeling a tad bit crappy, and super sleepy.
-__-''

And I have to run some errands later too.

Gah. *dies*

Quickie. Because I have nothing much to say.

Its one thing to wake up with a headache because you didn't get proper sleep the night before, but its excruciating to wake up with a headache and muscle pain from the day before.

I hate muscle pain. But I enjoyed yesterday's badminton game :D

Am gonna make badminton a weekly thing now since there are kakis to play with :D

Well, after classes start again for the third semester cause am finally DONE with the second semester! * woo hoo *

Three weeks of rotting at home. Not gonna look for a job cause I don't exactly feel like working this holiday. Well, I've got games to catch up with anyways :P

Mmm. The holidays.

Confessions of a holidayer.

Holidays has officially started at 11am on 21st of January 2009, and so far here's what that has been going on:

• Am addicted to Gossip Girl (what else is new) and am trying to slow down on how fast I watch each episode because the faster I watch, the faster I run out of episodes and will have to wait like everyone does for the latest to be released every week. But oh, temptation...
  
  
• Started watching Gundam 00, wonder will it get me addicted like Gundam Seed and Seed Destiny. So far its been so-so only and I watched up to the 4th episode..
  
  
• Took a drive down to Sg Long to meet up with the people there to catch up and just talk. :) Well that was the plan initially til shopping made its way into the plan. :P
  
  
• Not to mention, since I was kinda free during the hols I washed a tonne of clothes and I found lots of stuff that I haven't worn much :D
  
  
• Watched Underworld 3: Rise of the Lycans with Joseph, Jia Yung and Ee May. Great show, blood and gore all over the place. As much as I like gore, sitting 5 rows from the screen brings it to a whole new experience and even there were parts which I felt abit quesy.
  
  
• Also watched Inkheart with the whole bunch of peeps from Toysbar. I kinda expected more from the movie, but I was sorta let down. Reminded me of my Bridge to Terabithia experience.
  
  
• Felt like stranggling someone because when I finally got some new games to play on the PS2, by some weird chance my controller turned dysfuctional -___- Both of them. !@#~$^% Going over to Ben's shop later to get new ones. Bluddy hell they are gonna burn a hole in my pocket.

On an unrelated note, the next movie I wanna catch is Bride wars! Starring Kate Hudson and Anne Hathaway. Mmm. And also He's just not that into you. This one has, Drew Berrymore, Scarlet Johansson, Jeniffer Connelly, Jeniffer Aniston, Ginnifer Goodwin, Kevin Conolly, Justin Long, Ben Affleck, and Bradley Cooper.

This holiday this I is going on a movie marathon. Who's in this with me?

More than skin deep.

I'm cheesed off.

Why does the whole world need to worship upon those who have a professional job? Sure they went through hell trying to get that degree and grind their way to get their professional jobs, but does it mean that one should worship the person like its freawking 'gawd darn awesum'?

What is it with you people and looking down upon people who do not have a degree, or in some cases not having a 'professional' job like a doctor, lawyer, accountant etc. Should someone's success be measured by their job profession or the cert they graduate with?

Why must it always be about the outer things.

Looks, status, money.

Is it really THAT important?

Ps: This has nothing against people with professional jobs or degree. Just to some people who thinks its freawking 'gawd darn awesum'.

Random #10.

I had a dream yesterday about musical instruments and my dad. My dad was showing me instruments in some room and the first thing he showed me was a guitar. The guitar was somewhat broken, or not tuned cause 4 strings sounded weak when it was strummed, and the bottom two was loose, to a point where it cant be tightened.

The next instrument was my violin which I barely touched this semester. :3 And I woke up after that.

Don't know what came over me, I decided to do a little research and I found this.

Extracted from http://www.experiencefestival.com/a/DreamDictionary_Musical_Instruments/id/237742

Musical Instruments

• To see musical instruments, denotes anticipated pleasures.
• If they are broken, the pleasure will be marred by uncongenial companionship. For a young woman, this dream foretells for her the power to make her life what she will.

Source: 10 000 Dream Interpretations, by Gustavus Hindman Miller

o_O

Nothing but wishful thinking.

Dey Fatty!

Happy Birthday to you :)

xoxo,

YES !!

Three down and three more to go!

Finally its the weekend. It's the frikking weekend! Which means I have 2 days before my next paper :D This paper must study kao kaos ah, or not I'll kick myself in the derriere.

Today after my paper I decided to take a little detour, and went to KLCC.

Gosh its been so long since I stepped foot into KLCC. Since I was at KLCC, why not shop a lil eh? :P FOUND THE MOST AWESOMEST PAIR OF JEANS AND IN MY SIZE TOO! The worst part was when I opened my wallet and saw flies flying out of it. So have to go back another day to get it. OMG I hope nobody gets it. Its the last one in my size too plus cannot reserve!! :( :( :(

Took a stroll into Isetan, and whoarrrrrrr don't ever go in there during Friday lunch time. PACKED with working people, all buying their CNY stuffs. Dahlah got sales sumore. Why did I ever thought of entering KLCC without extra cash? :(

And I went book reading in Kinokuniya. Which was awesome cause I love being in a bookstore. Yes, Ima much of a bookworm/geek. :D Well to kill time anyways since I had to wait for mom to get off from work.

Had lunch at the food court, was pretty much thinking of pasta. Remembered that the pasta stall here had pretty awesome pasta back a few years ago so I decided to give it a try. BLEH don't try it weih. Was pretty tasteless. The only thing that gave it a kick was the ham which was rather little. And my mushrooms I think I can count them and its like less than 10? I rather eat McDees. :3

Mm, after my short 2 hour trip to KLCC, I feel like going shopping!!

After sitting 3 papers, I feel like my burden is lessening. -________-

OMG I can finally watch my Gossip Girl, ANTM and How I met your Mother episodes!

*dashes off*

Yo Mugger!

Taking a break from all the mugging I've been doing.

Before tido, mug, lepas bangun, mug. Go toilet also mug. Wtf.

This is what happens when you take the study break casually like its the holidays :3

In order to speed things up, I've conquered Japan and China in two days. Nearly died nasty yesterday night with China's dynasties.

Today's must conquer item is India and I'm starting to get dizzy with the names:- Chandragupta, Asoka, Samudragupta.. o_O

I feel like I haven't absorbed enough info. Can someone get Doraemon here and make him give me that bread that can photostat information and let me eat it? :D

Ok back to mugging!

Random #9.

Sigh, when you want to ask people to teach you, can't you ask in a better way?
Sometimes I damn malas to layan people like this.
Gaaaah.
Don't want to teach you ahhhh. Let you fail. Muahahaha.

Ok I'm not that evil -________-

But damn pei la.

Studying Checklist.

These past few days I've been studying :

America's Next Top Model cycle 11

• Marjorie - Super cute lil Frenchie with balls of nerves. ♥♥♥
  
• Elina - Hawt lesbian with a lil bit of control issues.

And I think thats about it.

Oh managed to steal Gossip Girl Season 1 and Season 2. Plus How I met your Mother.

:D

Ima happy kid. :)

Today is gonna be my burning oil session for Tamadun Islam & Asia Tenggara. Burn baby burn! Wish me luck. :3

Pink cam around big black ones.

Up at 9am on a Sunday morning. With a headache and no its not a hangover cause I didn't touch any alcohol yesterday.

Damn.

Yesterday was a tiring day, spent the whole day at Youth 09's Photography competition. Thought I'd learn something out of it but the only thing I learnt was 'get yourself a big arsed black camera or you won't stand a chance'. Every Tom Dick and Harry had one, and I don't know why did they join the competition when the prize is only a Nikon D40. I bet theirs was even more canggih than the D40.

I quote Jia Yung ' What financial crisis? Everyone has those big arsed black cameras'.

Oooh ohh guess who I met!

Never expected anyone to dress up as Sailor Pluto, Sailor Neptune and Sailor Mars. Sailor Mars should be Sailor Uranus then the three of them can be the Outer Senshi before Saturn came into the picture.

:P

x . x . x

You know who you are, if you're reading this, I guess I can't be bothered with you-know-what/who anymore. No point right? :) Thankiew very muchie, for being there :3

Everybody is walking in slow motion.

A post that I wrote some time ago, but didn't publish.



Dear you,

How are you doing? Its been awhile since I last spoken to you.

Been really busy recently with assignments, every week there is submissions and there are more to be submitted in the coming weeks. Am also working on some days just to fill up my time, because initially I thought it would be a pretty easy going semester. Guess my judgment was wrong so I'll be quitting work soon.

I was driving around KL for the past few days and I thought to myself, how I remembered the first time you took me to KLCC. And how you always take me around with you when you go to construction sites. I remember the last time you went to Maju Junction back then when they were building up that place. It's really KL-ish now. Do you know that they have Halal dim sum at one of the restaurants there now?

I loved the rides to KL because there I'll see loads of buildings and zooming cars. Now that I am a full-fledge driver, I was pretty afraid to drive to KL on my own because of the buildings and zooming cars. Ironic isn't it? But after overcoming that, now I know how to get to places. :D

And I remember the time we use to take the train to Yau-Han mall. (I'm not sure how to spell it) Back then I'll always pester you to take me on the rides. And not to forget, how you taught me how to eat sushi.


I also met a new friend, whose dad used to be a musician back in his younger days. And I wondered to myself, did you two know each other back then? He also played the guitar, just like you did. It just crossed my mind then, cause I know how much you love to sing and you told me how you used to do gigs in pubs.

I always wondered where did my love for musical instruments came from. Was it because I was sent to piano classes back then, or was it because I was influenced from you? You were supposed to teach me the guitar, but I never got around to buying a guitar. Now I'm learning up the violin eventhough I really want to play the piano again.


And you know what? We need to get a bluddy DSLR for the photography subject I'm taking. Obviously I didn't get one cause I don't have that kinda $$ to splurge at the moment. Was thinking if I could use your manual one, but then again I'll spend lots of money on the film and developing. -.-

Then I realised that I fell in love with photography. Catching pictures at that one split second when it there is so much feeling and emotion, or that frown burrowed in that person's forehead while pouring over notes, or that laugh where the person is laughing so hard that his/her cheeks feels like bursting. Then I told myself its about time I invest in a DSLR. Which means I'll have to start saving up like huge chunks of my allowance. And you'll be laughing your head off because to you, I use my money like water.

You'd be surprise to know that I haven't been buying anything much lately. All my money has been going to assignments, printing out a huge poster, printing assignments, buying mounting boards, sharing for mount spray, driving here and there to take pictures, printing pictures. I'm flat broke now. Even extra money from work is going down the assignment drain soon.

Do you know the other day, you appeared in my dreams, and yet again I didn't get to tell you how much I love you? Just like that day when I thought you would be okay because to me you will always get out of those kind of situations and I went back home to take a nap, only to be awaken abruptly by a call.

I love you and I miss you, beri much.

xoxo

Recap.

I think its just me but it feels weird to wake up and not have anything to do on a Thursday.

Yesterday was my final day at college. Exams are next Wednesday, and I haven't touch or read anything that's academic or related to academics :3

Last Design 2 Lecture

I would say it has been an eventful second semester, right up to the very last day. Man was it one roller coaster ride. Drama, drama and drama right up to the point where I'd dislike going to class. I wouldn't guarantee that person's safety around me cause all I wanted to do then was to smack that arrogant twit's face til his jaw dropped or eyeballs flew.


I loved the times when we were doing Photography assignments. Going to all those places and doing things with the 'family', definitely lightened things up in college even though they weren't in the same class as me. Sure there were times when I felt like everything was going wrong, but with everything going right, one wouldn't take the time to stop and recap everything wouldn't they.

Another thing about this semester is that I wasn't motivated to do group assignments cause there really isn't any group that I can work well with. Besides the family, but they were in another class so, bah. And I don't know why I became like super procrastinator this semester. :3

All in all, a good semester, the happy times triumphed the bad times.

And now we have to prepare ourselves for finals. Arrrgh.

Something I got for myself yesterday ♥

Random #8.

She decided that since she was gonna be having dinner alone, it would best be accompanied with a good book. Thus, she went book hunting and little did she know, she was looking at books in all sorts of shapes and sizes.

The thoughts she had while going through the books, was all sorts. Like, what does this fat book have that makes it worth lugging it around while reading? Or does this small book has enough contents to justify its size, that its not another useless book? All of them tugging her shirt like little children wanting candy.

She wanted to get so many books, because they were all calling out her name, but in the end she picked the little one which was purple and pink just because it had an interesting name. She promised the rest that she'll go back for em. Soon.

And boy is she gonna be broke after that next visit.

Stifling situation = impulsiveness.

I feel stifled, and every time I feel like this I tend do to stupid things.

Like the last time I went to cut my hair til it was boy cut short and the other time when I dyed it purple.

Life's so mundane lately. Must be the study week thats why.

Gah.

Random #7.

Woken up to an sms this morning, and I was shocked that the sky was grey. Groaning, I searched for my phone and replied the sms and at the same time checked the time. But to my surprise it was already 11.30am.

Then it started raining! ♥ But after waking up I couldn't go back to sleep. -___-

Damn pei.

Spent the whole morning reading up on my Chinese horoscope and I must admit that some parts feel quite true.

Like how dragons are perfectionists, and I agree with it especially in things that I like or have confidence in. And in terms of compatibility with an Ox is difficult. And and, that dragon children like to day-dream. I still remember when I was in Standard 2, during report card day my teacher would tell my dad that I don't pay enough attention in class and is always found day-dreaming.

This one paling best "Not the most domesticated of the Animal signs, Dragons and may be more content out and about rather than at home".

I agreeee yooo!

x . x . x

Ahh, nothing beats the end of the semester by not having classes. Mmm.

And I have just one more assigment to hand up and present on Wednesday and it'll be freedom for me! Til finals of course which starts on the 14th. -___-

Checkout la my exam timetable, its damn champion:-

• 14th Jan '09 - English for Communication
• 15th Jan '09 - Bahasa Malaysia Lanjutan
• 16th Jan '09 - Tamadun Islam & Asia
• 19th Jan '09 - Electric Publishing
• 21st Jan '09 - Design 2
• 5th Feb '09 - Photography

Resolutions.

Yes, its the 2nd day of the new year and I'm posting up my resolutions. :P

Resolution #1

To procrastinate less. Yes I'm so guilty of procrastination. Especially when it comes to work which has a time limit deadline. I think I actually get high when I'm rushing for deadlines. o_o bad bad. So this will be my numero uno resolution. :D

Resolution #2

To bitch, rant, whine less about things that are happening, to suck up and just accept it. I've been doing that quite often these few days and I'm sorry to the poor readers and people who had to put up with me.

Resolution #3

To stop being so hung up on things. Full stop. No further explanation needed.

Resolution #4

To let go of the past and move on. Been comparing KTAR to UTAR in so many aspects, its getting to the point where I'm annoying the hell out of myself. Yes I miss UTAR dearly, but fact is I'm in KTAR now, so get a grip girl! Suckitup suckitup.

Resolution #5

To don't give shit when people say something about me :3

Resolution #6

To love my family and friends, and to make time for them :)

Resolution #7

TO NOT BE LATE FOR 8AM CLASSES!!!!! Or any classes for that matter because ever since I knew KTAR doesn't need signatures for lecture classes, I seem to just waltz in whenever I want. Oh and to not skip classes too. Hehe.

Resolution #8

To start being more serious about my violin classes. It seems to be sitting at the corner collecting dust since I wasn't able to put it as one of my priorities this semester due to the influx of neverending assignments.

Resolution #9

To save monehhhhh! For rainy days, not to get my at the moment covet items.

Resolution #10

To eat healthily and at the correct timing. I'm guilty of bad food selection, and eating at the weirdest hours possible. So, its gotta be a new diet for this new year or an aneroxic beri by the middle of the year.

I hope I'll be able to maintain at least 5 of these resolutions. Knowing me, I'll probably CMI a few, and break some -.-''

Oh and I'm embracing the inner geekiness this year! :D

Retired dreamer.

I am a changed woman.

Wtf.

Been going through my old blog, the really really old one in multiply, and I kinda miss those times. Carefree days, with nothing to worry about. Besides of course, assignments. Lol. But I had power group mates back then okaaaaay. Fuuiyoh. So it wasn't that bad :)

To think of it, I've grown up to be more serious and subdue. I think those who know me back then and are still with me now would probably agree with me :) Or probably its the darn new surroundings which I find hard to adapt to. I'm trying, I'm really trying! You can see from my not so bombastic English and my half arsed Mandarin.

Anyways, new year's resolution. NO MORE RANTING. Unless of course I'm gonna blow my top / kettle / head off if I don't mention it to anybody. I don't wanna be labeled as a DJ whiny bitch.

Been thinking an awful lot these days. As usual. None of it being positive. :/ My mental state was pretty whacked from all the mental beatings and I don't know how to make myself feel better. I miss those times where I'll instantly feel blissful and protected and all I want to do is just revel in that moment.

Long gone were the days where I'll just sit down and dream my days away.

Plus my words don't seem to make sense anymore.